Maybe its the feeling that overwhelmed me.. I cried.

I saw the post posted by Chrispin from other blog.. and so I shall post it here too.

"Our patience paid off.
We dated for a winter. It was real love. So powerful for both of us that we didn't know how to handle it. It got weird and she split in the spring. I didn't try to stop her. We were too young.

The next 8 years were self indulgent for us both. I thought of her sometimes, but it wasn't in the front of my mind because all that space was occupied with selfish thoughts. I dated plenty of other people. She dated plenty of other people. All of them were kept at arm's length. None of them mattered even though they thought they did.

Then we started talking again. She was still on the west coast; I was on the east. We got together for a weekend after all those years and it was more than we could have imagined. We simply hugged. The hug lasted for an hour. Her smell, her little moans, her skin, her lips, were all so reminiscent. It suddenly made sense why nothing had made sense for so long. We had truly found love before we were ready for it and now it had come back. So after a few more dates I asked her to marry me. She said yes before I finished asking.

We are so happy together. We both have a tremendous sense of pride for waiting and not settling. We have the kind of love that makes other people realize that they can do better. They can make themselves happy while making someone else happy too. We have the kind of love that books are written about and we feel so lucky to have led our lives in a way that nothing was done on a whim in our youth to fuck it up in the present. For us leaving it alone was the only way to save it, and now that it has come back around we are satisfied by how much we had to go through to get to here. This should be encouraging to everyone out there wondering if they have found it.

It may take longer than you want. The pain in the interim may seem unbearable. You may be tempted to settle on the way. You may think you have found it only to realize you are not sure. Outside pressure may push you in directions you are uncomfortable with. But, we are living proof that it does happen and it can happen to you too. Be strong and resilient. When it hits you it will knock you off of your feet and you will know that your patience paid off.

Mac and Ruby

- Taken from Le Love"

Yes, perhaps I was too impatient back then. Young and naive. and it was my first serious relationship even though its not official. I guess it was a emotional roller coaster on the last day I left.

I hope I will change for the better during NS and work hard for my future and for my parents.

I went to Hope Church with some new friends for service today and they passed the biscuit and the red thingy around. I didn't take it for i'm a non-believer.. And the question they asked was "have you respond to God before?" Nope, though I have been to City harvest, FCBC or COOS. My family are buddhists or taoist, and my aunt and cousins are christians.

For me, I prefer to be a free-thinker, not just it allows me to look at this world at a larger prospective but also with a balanced view.

God, I don't know whether to believe what the bible said about you. But if you could make me believe.. please do so.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have decided to give a little magic of life for my blog. It has been so long since I have blog. Has been playing quite a lot of games since end of school and started working recently. Job has been pretty fun.
And most importantly, I got accepted into NTU biological science direct 2nd year! Perhaps this is the direction I wanted to go. I didn't regret that I didn't complete the application for NUS. People does say NUS is better but I just wanna follow my heart. It told me NTU is the right choice.For those who hasn't know yet, I will be entering NS on 20th May.. >_< They said that time passes really fast when you hit 20 and I think that's some how quite true. Alrights, gotta sleep, work tomorrow.

Koon Kit

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been a long time since I updated. Life pretty much drifted along and I unofficially graduated. The road in front of me seems so far and I feel so lonely in this path...

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wonder of your love

And so a year has passed. Perhaps it passes so fast that I'm not used to.. And I guess I should reflect on 2009. There are many things that I have left behind and regretted. I didn't take the chance to keep fit.. And I got addicted to gaming.. but now I'm gaining control on it. I don't want games to take over my life.. It's can be just a part of the life but not the main. And I lost somebody.. Oh well, perhaps it wasn't there at all in the first place. Priority... And so 2010 is here.

What new year resolution should I have?
I think I wanna find back my passion for science.. It wasn't hard for me to give up the hope of becoming a doctor. Perhaps I don't have the ability and financial power required for it. It's an expensive art.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Why......
I'm really worried that my grand ma having dementia.. =( She has became more forgetful nowadays.. can't remember keys, phone number..

And I sometimes do hate my mum for not being understanding and scolds her..

And I'm here, distracted by my games, stuck with the projects and sleeping late every night.

Just what the hell am I doing.. I need to wake up.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I hasn't been blogging for a very long time. And now I'm in year 3. Sometimes I felt like giving up. I can feel a tinge of depression and I'm constantly distracted by games. I'm talking less every day.. I need help.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

A struggle.

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wonder of your love

I feel tired.

I have a lot in my thoughts but I don't know who I'm comfortable talking to..

I need to sleep early.

I have been recording lectures since the beginning of the first week.

I want to do well.

I need to be realistic.

I need to be less distracted.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I hasn't been blogging for a very long time. I really don't know what I'm doing recently.. I feel that I'm drifting aimlessly and not motivated. Perhaps I know the reason. Ah.. I need to get over this bad feeling. I have been playing games to distract myself. I don't talk to my family about the problems I faced.. I have been neglecting my cello, my log book, my dreams, my health and sleep..

Will someone help me along the way..?

NPS camp is coming soon.. but I can't stay over but only could go every night.. >_<

I....

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so I quit CO.

I can't seem to find the reason to stay anymore..

Friends,
dinner after practice,
Care for each other
her.

This is why I stayed on.

But now I don't feel attachment to the place that I once always looked forward to. It's like part of our life. We gain and lose something every now and then.

A year of feelings doesn't fade easily. But I'm trying hard. I do seems that I'm fine on the outside, and that doesn't mean you understand how I feel.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And I saw you playing cello all by yourself in the practice room. I don't know why.. But that sense of bitterness just overwhelmed me. I wanted to go over to say hi, but I couldn't.. I was hiding from you.

I told you once that my reason for staying in co was you. But I never expect you were the same reason I'm leaving.

Perhaps Chrispin was right, never love a person too much, for you might end up drifting away from each other..

Damn.. I feel so lost right now..

I think I'll just give up my dream of becoming a doctor. I need to be realistic.. I'm not from a rich family, and the study loan is not even enough to cover the cost. I don't think I will be a good doctor.
I think I should just be a normal person and try to earn as much money as possible. I need to take care of my family in the coming years. I'm the only child.. I have responsibility for my parents, grandma and an aunt who has always taken care of me.

Labels: Losing the faith

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wonder of your love

And so I went out with miss Sunshine! =D

She's rather quiet and mysterious I think. I accompanied her to shop for the things she needed for work then we went to ta bao long john silver and smuggled it into the cinema. haha, It was rather fun because that was my first time smuggling fast food inside.

we had movie marathon and we watched year one and i love you beth cooper. Both of them are hilarious!

We didn't went for dinner because we're still rather full. LoL, and I saw Amanda! alamak =X

and I sent her home after that and I gave her something orangey. =)

I have just met a friend whom has the same interest as me. To be a doctor.
I can feel his passion just by talking to him.

And he ask if I wanna join him go melbourne to take Science BSc and continue to Medicine degree.. haiz, if like that go, I will be away for 6 years.. which is really really long.

Though I wanted to go Australia since young, but I can't really bear to leave just like that. I will miss my grandmother and parents a lot. It's like missing a son for that long.. maybe I could keep in contact with my parents and grandma via webcam..
I really want to pursue my goals.. but Singapore is not for me because my academics is not at distinction or stuff.. but I can assure my passion is stronger.
By the time I graduate, I will be 27 years old..
Yes, there's sacrifice to make and benefit to receive.

I don't know..
I don't want to just follow whatever life is given to me. I want to live life the way I want.

Labels: Dreams, Family and Love., Passion

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And I saw a video that someone gave me.

It's was a freak accident and damn gruesome.. and the guy is still struggling to survive.. I saw the doctor in surgery room did something which I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I have read an article on purposes of medicine by Sir Theodore Fox back in 1965.
"Practioners are the rank and file but scientists the leaders."
which I think is quite true in the sense that treatments are made by scientists and doctors use the tools to save lives.

Yes, I do want to save lives, but is it more at a personal or macro level? I was really elated when I saw the news from Brazil scientist that they discovered the protein in ticks' saliva targets cancerous cells and leave normal cells unharmed. It's a great discovery which many thing could be entailed..I will most probably in Accountancy or banking courses if my uncle survived the fight with cancer.

Pursue the passion.


Looking forward to Sunday =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Thought of this song suddenly..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Life has been ordinary these few days..

but it's seems kind of interesting. Had a great dinner with EOM at Manhattan Fish Market and celebrate Angela and cabbage's birthday. The food over there are really nice because yeah.. I like to eat fish. ~_~" It was also a surprise because I saw someone familiar over there! and it's really nice of her to give us staff discount. =)
Haha, don't know where did I got the courage to ask for her number, but I did.

Thinking back for these few days, I think I have been playing quite a lot. >_< I should play less often le..

Today at lab was really efficient. =D we used to be only able to complete 2 to 3 video of strains per day because we were still new to it. Now I feel damn pro because we completed 7 strains in one day xD

Kind of regretted when I think back to primary school days. on the last day of primary school, I didn't ask some of them for contacts and now we have lost contact totally. Haiz.. I wonder how all of them are doing now..

and I saw her today when I went back to school. I just waved to her then walk off le.. but why do the tears collect at my eyes after that? I guess the hurt is still there. It's time to let go.

Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that. ~Michael Leunig

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wonder of your love

Dear Ah ma,

I hasn't been bringing you out for dinner every Sunday since start of attachment..
I hasn't really seen you smile these few weeks.. I can see that your face are getting more wrinkled..
I don't know what to do whenever you got flared up over David and his mum's problems but to tell you not to worry..
I hasn't been a obedient grandson for I'm sleeping late everyday and let you worry for me..
I don't know if I could achieve my dreams in future.. even though you were against it.
I really want you to see me grow up and mature.
Please be there for me would you?

argh..

Forgive me..
I love you ah ma.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Perhaps they were right,

It's better to be loved than love.

=)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Yes.. I have moved on.

Several people have given me advices
To give up, to try to salvage the situation, to have a religion..

Perhaps it's just better to be flexible and move on with life.

I have decided that religion isn't part of my life.

To be a free man, to give self-opinion and to have own views.

for now I'm going to sleep.. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

A quote from the movie "A Walk to Remember"

I remember so well
The day that you came into my life
You asked for my name
You had the most beautiful smile

My life started to change
I'd wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine

How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there's an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life

I'll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

have so much to say.. =p

oh well, it's really a short post..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It's tough to give up on you.. perhaps we met too early..
If only we're able to turn back time..
If only..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I love her. I really do.

The things I do for you:
.Help you with your luggage when you came back from YEP
.Compile all your photos from the few thousands photos
.Bought your favourite cartoon plush for your birthday
.Help refill your water bottle everytime without asking
.Fold 520 stars for you.
.Plan an outing on valentine's day for you
.Drew Easter eggs for you, even it's not in my belief.
.Try to know Christ for your sake.
.Compile all your exam papers together in a folder for you in every semester.
.Try to help you with your projects

But these doesn't shows how much I love you.. but how foolish I have been..

I have to give her up.

I feel that she is taking me for granted

for she have tried many ways to break my heart.

Congrats, you have succeeded.

You said yes when I ask if you love me.

But now you said you just want to be friends.

And you said Happy Friendship day to me on Valentine's day

Do you know how much it hurts my heart?

You said you would accept the cake.

But you changed your mind at the last minute.

Could you please be more decisive?

You were nonchalant about how I feel.

Perhaps our religion, our character are our barrier.

Perhaps love is blind.

It has been a year.

I'm willing to wait for you.

But do you care? I doubt so.

I wanted to fold a thousand crane for you before I go army.

But its meaningless now for I think you're just as ready to burn it.

I'm sorry for loving you.

Perhaps we ain't meant for each other.

Good bye my love, Joey.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I'm back!~ LoL, after one month of storing my blog in cold room.

Just had Ripeno appreciation dinner this evening.. It was sumptious and the people around are nice. Through this concert, I have made quite a number of new friends. =D Fun people.

And so her birthday is coming! Hope everything goes well =)

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wonder of your love

I found a poem online..

A thousand cranes for you:

The clock hits midnight but I'm wide awake,
Fragments of my wish scattered everywhere.
I'm still not done with twelve left to make
Of these messengers full of pastel colors.

Your wish is my command, they say with their jester crown,
Anything? Anything I want? I wondered curiously,
Carefully setting another one on the ground,
Eleven left to go, tillI have a thousand cranes for you.

These words must be gibberish of a foolish teen,
Wishing endlessly for the possible impossible.
Four more down, I thought while beaming,
Seven left to go, till I have a thousand cranes for you.

It's not impossible, the one with the crown said.
Surely, why surely it is. I told it after a sad smile.
Six more down, the idea excited me, urging me on.
One left to go, till I have a thousand cranes for you.

This last crane, I wonder if I should create.
Even though the message inside you will never read,
My hearts beats rapidly as if you were here,
One thousand cranes I will trade just for you.

by divinexs
on http://www.quizilla.com/poems/9821949/a-thousand-cranes-for-you

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Perhaps I'm just a stubborn fool...

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wonder of your love

I'm having a cold... =X

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wonder of your love

I have moved on. =)

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wonder of your love

Perhaps I'm expecting too much...

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wonder of your love

Welcome back to my blog. It's dead for months already.. I just don't have the mood to continue writing it.. Attachment has been fine and npco public performance is coming up already.. Juggling between attachment and practice is kind of tough..

I'm kind of disappointed with what she said today.. Am I taken for granted? I just realized that you should never ever love a person too deeply for it..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I hasn't been blogging since the start of attachment.. haha was really busy, attachment, game and cello. Finally can play vivaldi double cello concerto through but can be improved.. oh well.. next time then.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

TAIL PCR! =D

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wonder of your love

It has been a long time since I updated.. Currently having attachment at NUS. Project seems kinda tough on deciding which method to use.. haha, our mentor let us choose the method we want to do but advises us on the consequence. =D it's good in someway that we ain't spoon-fed with the steps.. otherwise it's a no-brainer work. TAIL-PCR is a bit chim to understand thought.. XD

Perhaps it wasn't meant to be.. perhaps it started off too fast.. perhaps it was a lie.. Time indeed dilute out the pain but you know the scar is still there.
I'm still holding on to the faith towards her.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Faith Hill-"There You'll Be"

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

[Repeat chorus]

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

[Chorus:]
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
There you'll be

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so attachment is starting on 2nd of March.. which is tomorrow! a bit sian because we only have 2 days holiday.. oh well. lecturers and seniors did tell us that there's no holiday for year 3s. But I'm pretty excited about it..
I watched a movie or you could say, a documentary recently which left me disgusted by its behind the scenes. but I'm not revealing the title here.
Off to game le =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.
Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others.
Love does not count up wrongs that have been done.
Love takes no pleasure in evil but rejoices over the truth.
Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always endures.
Love never ends.

Thank you for reigniting my amibition.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Chiong MBC ah! =)

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wonder of your love

How I wish she would lie to me. She doesn't know how I'm feeling right now. I'm so lost in the abyss without you. Will there be light?

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have lost the motivation, the confidence. Please find it back.. Will you?

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wonder of your love

"A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain."

Abraham Cowley

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And so we made our decision to get into university first. I love her so much.. But I'm really afraid that it's going to be a unrequited love... We have religion differences.. But I really hope she can accept me for who I am.. I'm willing to go chruch with her every Sunday, to go through a chruch wedding, to let children choose their own religion, to pray with her to God..

Perhaps a great love is never returned.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have stopped blogging for quite some time.. most probably I don't want people to know what am I thinking..I know something's missing in my life... I write all my thoughts on my handphone's notes.. I wish that she would know how I feel.. Dejected might be just the perfect word to describe my feelings now..haha, oh well, she doesn't read my blog I guess..

And so Valentine's day coming.. On Chinese New year eve, I went to collect red saga seeds for her.. =P I can't believe I went searching for it in Fort Canning park without knowing where the trees are.. I went around the whole park.. lol and then I ask the National Parks staff and they direct me to the trees. lol, I made a detour.. -_- but not bad, can exercise.. Finding the seeds was hard! It's so so so tiny..and I think the cleaners swept them away before I came.. I only managed to find very little at fort canning park and even disturb the flies nest at the stairs leading to Flutes at the Fort..Before that, I thought it was bees..

So I actually wanted to go to Ang mo kio west garden for look for some more because I found online which say there's 222 saga seed trees there.. but I remember saw online that St Andrew's Cathedral also have.. I try my luck and I found a lot.. and I spent my whole afternoon searching for it.. Oh well.. found 200 only.. and I found a heart shape Saga seed. ooo only 1 out of 200 of them.. And then I went into the Church to sit there silently for awhile.
My thoughts were "God, I know that She's in your good hands and may you bless her with happiness. I won't convert to Christian just for her because it's meaningless. But I thank you for giving courage and hope to people in the darkest hour of their life and the will to live on."
The future lies in my hands.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

And so I returned to this blog, pouring out the feelings held inside me. Pour and Pour and Pour... lol

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It has been really a long time since I blogged.. Maybe there's really too little things to talk about.. CNY is coming. lol, but I started to eat the snacks even before CNY is here.. XD

Dam.. I have been slacking for too long already.. See la Terence... Chinese Chess... well, it's quite fun actually, lol, chinese chess also can cheat.. if you know how to.. =D

Lifes Intertwined..

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It has been two weeks since I post.. Maybe it's the project, maybe it's the game, or maybe it's the last holiday and I want to make full use of it to enjoy the time left.. but it's kind of disappointing to see the project been neglected a bit.. I think it'll be fine.. Relax relax..

To Terence: I know you're a strong guy and I know you'll be fine.. =)

To her: Nearly half a year have passed and It's just another 6 more year.. I'll wait..

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Alright.. sorry for the lack of post... Common test over le! lol, it's 15 dec now and common test is already over on 12 dec. I think Left 4 dead will be a very good game =).

short post..

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lol.. Lack of post.. anyway, I saw this on Emily's blog, the 3rd sentence quite true.. =D

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress.

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wonder of your love

And so the concert is finally over.

And now it's the common test that's coming.

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wonder of your love

What I really want to do I my life is to be..

A Doctor

Alright, work hard and hope for the best..

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wonder of your love

I guess this blog was started out of an interest, continued with events and who knows that in future that it might end without a trace..

XD just kidding.. Life's really hectic, how I wish Dec 6 and 12 to be over soon. i wanna go exercise.. lol my friends have really made me feel bad by suaning me because I didn't exercise =/ oh well, time management, easy as said, but isn't easy to do it.. haha, but I didn't feel that bad la.. XD

NUS medicine is really so hard to get in I guess.. but should I pursue my passion no matter what or should I just follow whatever it's given to me?

well, at least my handwriting look somewhat of a doctor.. XD

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oh man, common test is coming.. jia lat, haven study yet

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And so I talk to her today. And that 7 years will be the test of the faith.

And I think to myself, "Is she worth the wait?" My heart told me yes.

Meanwhile, I must try my best to fulfil my goals.

I will really feel bad if I didn't save any live in future. I made a vow on my uncle's deathbed and that is to save as many people as I can.

Tml's biochemistry quiz on enzymology. All the best to all.

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And so Terence and I have withdrew from oiap.. and I'm joining back for the performance next year. I really hope we can make it happen. Vivaldi Double Cello Concerto in G minor. I face quite a lot of difficulties playing this song because I wasn't familiar with the 6th, 7th position on the fingerboard.. so is like to run before you walk.. =D but after Shen lao shi went through with me the proper fingerings, playing the song has become much easier.

And guess what, my classmates has open a website or blogshop name SpreeMash.. be sure to visit! =)

I read some of the post and saw some of the nice abstract and scenery pictures posted by theEvil.. haha we know who she is.

The sceneries kind of reminds me of a goal I have in my life. That is to visit the countryside in other countries for vacation. Singapore doesn't seem to have countryside.. -_-

Alright then, back to chiong mbc assignments then study...

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It has been a week.. so, most probably Terence and me are going China Wuxi.. which is a 2 hour ride to Shanghai. I want to go Korea, or India. But the person allocating the locations will say To Male: You can't go korea because you're a boy To Female: You can't go Australia because you're a girl.

If you get what I mean.. I really have lost some respect for this lecturer.. even my partner.. Cuz it's like we do not have a choice.. OIAP? Go China, No OIAP? Singapore.. If only we're rich.. Sian

We might withdraw from OIAP.

Alright.. going study Inac at this time..

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I have just change the music list in my blog! =D I'm pretty sure people who like good music will appreciate it.

People often don't know what I'm thinking.. well that doesn't mean I'm evil or anything, it's just that...

nothing..

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wonder of your love

Ah.. my blog is getting more boring nowadays..

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A lot of things come into my mind tonight.. oh well.. with the help of music I guess..

As time passes, each of us walks down a different path
Where there is points of convergence and divergence,
Where we part, where we make new friends,
it's where memories *(and msn) hold us together
My dear friends.. As each of us changes, grow and mature.
Where some of us changes for the better,
while some derailed and fall into the abyss of darkness.

The times we have been through
The joy of laughter, the time of waiting(for me)*, the bitterness of arguments.
Time passes really fast without your knowledge,
and when you think back to the things you have done.
You can see the foolishness, the mistakes that you have missed.
so don't be scared, and don't regret.

* just joking.. XD

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today was kind of sad when our lecturer told us that they usually send girls to korean for oiap.. Well, it's just ridiculous to me..

I have been thinking these few days.. and I'm really tired these few days..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

lol, weekend mood =)

Simone passes me this quiz =/ oh well..

1. The person who tagged you is ?
Digimon

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
friend, or gan mei ba..

3. Your 5 impression of him/her.
#o1.Very Violent XD
#o2.Can't live without sweets
#o3. Gu zheng not bad
#o4.she got the korean look
#o5. bully! LOL

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
lolol.. force me to eat sour sweet

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
no idea

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will ?
lol, impossible..

7. If he/she becomes your lover, what does she need to improve on?
lol, impossible..


8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
lol,don't think so

9. What do you want to tell him/her now ?
lol, poly holidays are longer than secondary school holiday =D


10. Your overall impression of him/her is ?
Bully! lol


11. How do you think people around you will feel around you ?
=) XD =D


12. What are the characters you love about yourself ?
Optimistic, Friendly, Empathy

13. On the contrary, what are the characters you hate about yourself ?
need to slim down lah..

14. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
A doctor, a cellist

15. For people that you care and like, say something to them.
Thank you for being beside me. I appreciate that.


16. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

lol.. this is getting lame...

Back to topic

Since school started, the work is slowly getting hectic.. INAC is like wth.. i don't understand what the teacher is teaching.. MBC was not bad =D BIF was like shit and my favourite module was Mobio.. because the teacher explains in a very clear way.. and he didn't hesitate to tell us what he knows and what we want to find out.. unlike some other teachers who wants us to get wrong first then learn from the mistakes <--- good right? but the problem is, the teachers usually don't give answers.. oh well, great.. they suppose you can learn when sometimes you can't find answers and they don't gives you hints or answers even when you ask..

today mbc was fun =D because we found out a place to print graph.. XD

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

New semester is coming! XD I must sleep early tonight.. As I was looking through the timetable just now.. it gives me a signal.. a signal that tells me to change for the better.. lol, don't get it? it means use my time more wisely.. My time table was actually not bad..
I gonna put all the games inside my external hard disk and not touch them until after exam.. is like wow.. after that maybe going Korea liao.. no more games..

I was overjoyed yesterday.. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

My mum talked to me..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Great Music (Summer by Joe Hisaishi)

Thinking about the things I have done during the holiday.. to be honest, I hasn't done much..

I hasn't did much about the buying of strings.. Jun Yuan, pls come back to guide me, for at least once..

Hotmail has been annoying these few days.. can log in but cannot access emails.. what's going on with hotmail.. 3 of my friends are having same problem..

Oh well.. school's starting in one week! oh no...

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has be quite some time since I update.. well.. it's pretty boring cuz just work and co..

I'm glad that she's back in Singapore safely.. I hope her wound will recover soon.. =)

And sometimes I think to myself.. the dreams that I want to achieve..

A studio HDB
A yacht
An average car
A doctor and a researcher
An accomplished cellist
to learn to cook for loved ones
A brown and white Jack-a-bee(JRT and Beagle hybrid)
To have a whole family portrait and 3 generation portrait--> lol, sounds a bit impossible.. unless you can find a day when everyone is free.. Lunar Chinese new year?

Alright then.. Combat Arms liao.. tml cycling! =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Oh well.. maybe I was just bored.. I noticed a trend in MSN.. XD last time maybe when we all was in secondary school.. a lot of us think of what to put as msn nick.. lol, does that describe you too? We would put quotes or something to describe how our day would be like.. but! now, as I go into poly liao, we just put our name for msn nick.. XD surprising right? Phenomena sia.. what I see now is about 90% of my msn list now write their name as their msn nick.. hmm what I think is that maybe customizing the msn nick is a waste of time and.. it's quite irritating when you have a full list of ppl with customized nick and you would have a hard time search for a contact, provided you didn't remember the person's email.. XD

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

LOL.. today was damn exciting.. because of the F1.. and the main reason is.. the race very drama! XD

List of interesting events:
A car crashed
Massa chiong off with the fuel hose because of glitch in the lighting system..<--- GG
Nicole Rosberg refueling when pit closed= 10 seconds penalty

Alonso is leading with Hamilton behind..

25 more laps to go..

I'm reporting it as it happen.. XD
Currently 23rd lap
Leading is Alonso followed by N Rosberg..

Now is Alonso, T Glock followed by N Rosberg.. Alright, this is bored.. typing again when interesting stuff happens..

LOL.. T Glock drive into the wrong route.. and that happens to another racer just now too..

I hope Alonso can win this race

Woah.. A car crash by Force India.. Sad man.. 23 seconds of hard-earned time of Alonso is gone because the accident happen.. now, there's 10 more laps to go..

And great.. I fell asleep when it's the last 5 laps.. but Alonso won the Singapore GP =D congratulations to him.

Alright then.. sleep

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Hasn't been updating recently cuz of work and CO..

Woah...! After work finishes at 10pm, I went to watch F1 trial run! XD the engine was damn loud and I could barely hear what I'm talking. The feeling of an F1 car zooming past you is shiok man.. XD

Just now in the mrt train, I saw a group of 'high class' ladies wearing somehow look alike tube and all were wearing high heels lor.. =D and I was thinking.. are they comparing who's taller by wearing higher heels?

Alright then.. gonig to bath play combat arms.. =D nites

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Yesterday, work was really hectic and really stressful.. stand for 10 and a half hour.. and what worse when you have a busybody person who work at the place longer than you are, to tell you what to do with sarcasm.. The thing happened like this:

I was at the counter where you have to sort all the plates and spoons into diffrent category.. and for several item, you have to bend sideway to reach it because the space between the trolley and the wall is 40 to 50 cm..

Busybody: Move inside
Me: I need to move out a little, I can't bend down standing inside.
Busybody:What did you say?
Me: I mean I need space to bend down to put the things
Busybody: You have to help sort the items into place, we all started all like this, and this is a rule, that if you are standing at the trolley and your colleague passes you the plate, you have to sort them too.
Me: Oh.......... Okay...... -_-" (thinking that is she dumb or what, I merely say I need space to put the item, not that I don't want to do it..)

LOL, then I saw her trying to chase the customer away.. =/ Confirm GG if manager saw her doing that..

OMG la.. one of the customer found a young cockroach inside the teapot for soup.. when I saw that, I was like stunned.. told the manager, then later, a senior worker came to tell me that the matter is resolved.. lol, tell me for what? scare that I tell the truth?

Only when you work, you can then find out the ugly side of the company.. I can't believe the restaurant got and A for cleanliness.. lol, I believe they should use 70% ethanol to clean the tables.. XD for the safety of people, I would gladly do that for free. What they are doing now only 'clean' the table of physical dirt but spreads bacteria..
Talking about this, it reminds me of the dial 1800-blah-blah to donate to charity.. well.. I think now, very few irrational people will donate through these hotline for there already two to three cases of misuse of funds.. what really suffer are the patients under the organisation.. My friend told me that she once work, to help the charity to run the TV donation campaign and she was disgusted by the fact that they have a big basket of fake phones for people to take. For what?

To take the fake phone out and fake to dial and to fake donation, to show people that they're donating, and when audiences think they are donating, some follow suit..
I do not confirm this is true, but in my opinion, it's true.. cuz why would a rich man call so many times, when he could just write a cheque to the charity? Or is it to show that he's charitable when he make many many calls? XD

But seriously<-- (although I don't like to use the word seriously, cuz it has been used too often by single sex female school students) , I would rather donate to people who are selling tissues paper(only when I forgot to bring tissue paper),
people who are wheelchair bound.. but not when you're singing :
$1 dollar! $1 dollar! Tissue paper $1 dollar!
Uncle Auntie lai bang mang(come help me buy)
Tisssssueeeee Paperrrrr! Ah $1

If she never sing, I would most probably approach her..



She arrived at Cambodia safely yesterday.. I'm glad about that. =)

okay, now going out to lan with yi jie.. after that, I gotta practice cello..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today went to swim with Terence and Sooria.. =D I bathe very slow ah.. Well, now I got sunburn and look like slightly tanned.. -_- cuz we swim from 11am to 2pm, the hottest period during the day..

After that I went to meet her at her void deck, and we talked for quite a long time..although I blanked out sometimes.. =/

For now I know.. unknowns to be seeked and asked, whereby I understand and grow.

Lol, Poetic right? hahaha, it's simple, just make it chim chimp. =D



Alright.. take a look at this if you're interested..

http://www.infidels.org/library/historical/vincent_runyon/left_ministry.html#c4

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Haiz.. I feel very bad towards terence sia... he asked me to go swimming with him on wed but didn't go in the end because I wake up late.. because I sleep very late in the night.. really sorry man..

Dig deeply within for the inspiration you need in order to accomplish your goals. Fortunately, you might receive additional support from a family member today. This may not come in the form of active help, for it's likely to be more subtle. Others may not even notice, but the acknowledgment or gentle encouragement from a loved one gives you the strength you need to go the extra mile.

By Rick Levine Thursday, September 18, 2008

This guy is quite accurate man..
Alright, gotta sleep now, finding the instruments tml.. I need help.. I asked.. but it never came..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I went to my cousin's marriage solemnization and the wedding dinner.
Everything was good except the manager somehow accidentally topple the tower of wine glasses.. Well, it was an accident but you know Chinese are usually superstitious.. well, nvm about that.
haha, just now ah ma was scolding when she saw me drank some Wine for fun.. but I wonder why so many ppl like to drink beer and wine.. It bitter and dry.. -_-" If it's for health, a glass of red wine a day or week(unsure) is good.. but beer... I rather set it on fire and see what happens rather than drink it.

It's time to let go of the past.. The past is painful but it's time..

The souvenir that I got from the dinner was nice.. it's a cute salt and pepper dispenser..

I just read a friend's friend blog =D

She wrote about how she knows what course she wanna get in but doesn't have inspiration to study..

For one thing I know, ABC... =D Adversity Builds Character
Adversity could makes a person grows and mature or break his or her spirit. It depends on how the person takes it.

My uncle, my bio teacher influence me to go down this path, well, maybe to others, it might just be the thriving market of this field that attracted them, i dunno..

My mum have been working hard just to save money for my school fees..
I wanted to go jc last time.. because it saved a heck lots of money on transport fees, , school fees, and lastly food.. =D but jc does not attract me, for I know what I want in life.

Maths's my weakness.. during first year, it pull my grades down by a lot.. got 3.54 and 3.7++ for year 1 and I'm glad that it's improving semester by semester..
though I didn't get the elusive 4... I'm hoping to get it one day.. Maybe next sem? =D where there's no IS, just pure sciencey stuff.. Argh.. Biochem! GG

=/ my crocodile toy is looking at me with a fierce face..

I'm actually proud to be an Outramian. Though some of the students create bad name for the school. Outram is a place where I have kept some of my memories.. The fun we had during CO practice, Bronze for SYF(it's good enough already cuz we just meet the minimum players requirement), the slope on the left side of the school.. haha, I like to walk down that slope cuz it's quite steep, the economic rice foodstall, the Iron cookies I baked for home econs.. the physics lab! =D my fave experiment is the pendulum thingy.. and a good bio teacher who always game =D
when I wear secondary T-shirt to sch during normal school days in NP, my ex-oss friends would say: "Wah lau eh.. You not pai seh meh?"

So what if Outram is a neighbourhood school? I'm was a student there and my results in poly wasn't that bad either.. =D The choice of friends is also very important..
too bad that my cousin made the wrong choice and is paying the consequences now.. I was close to him.. but he changed too much and I drifted away from him.I tried helping him. but he who doesn't want help can't receive much help too. I told him many times that the some friends he mixes around are not good but he does not listen.. I gave up, let him suffer first and find out for himself.

I and my friends sometimes talk about the future generations of Singapore.. More and more young teens are wearing all the stuff when they think it's latest fashion.. Yeah, I agree it's a trend, Skinny jeans is okay but when it's pink or red.. it looked si bei Gay for guys..HAHAHA I still remember the many black and white horizontal stripes tees.. I call them Zebra.. and red and black stripes reminds me of Jason... XD but they think it's cool.. It's really sad seeing the some of the future generation wasting their time outside..

It has been quite some time since I wrote so such a long post.. think too much liao la... =D sleep.. shit man.. 6 am liao, how to wake up at 9..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

So we got our results today..

Alright, to be honest, I'm overjoyed that I got AD for ccta..my first AD =D
but it's kind of sad when it's the IS that pull ur results down.

Shit man... I wrote a personal letter back to the donor to thank them for the bursary. well.. here's the best part: I forgot to paste the stamp.

I called up the Singpost and they tell me it will be billed to the recipient.. LOL like wth? They give me bursary, then I wrote letter back and bill it to them..And I ask them about the retrival cost, which is $21++ -_- Damn, I can't wait for the postman today cuz going to my cousin wedding dinner later =D

Argh.. screwed and pai seh sia.. I think I better go to the office to give them the handling fees =/

Time to go! cya

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Hmm.. by chance or whatever.. Today's friendster's horoscope is somehow quite accurate for me..
Someone's powerful magnetic charisma is captivating you today, but be careful that it doesn't distract you from recognizing their altruism as well! You can learn at lot from this person, and should let them inspire you to get more involved in your own selfless acts. You are coming out of a very inward phase, and now you are ready to share your time and your ideas with others. Feeling more connected to other people is important right now, so consider volunteering.

Was helping out at Soka association today with the powerpoint presentation slides.. well, it was okay at certain point but the last few parts was GG =X haha, nvm abt that, glad that overall was a success..

next, I went to lan shop with yi jie and my cousin David. I see the ugly side of Dota today, or should I say ppl playing dota.. beside me was a group of friends playing dota together.. When they die, they keep blaming each other and hurling insults at each other.. lol, it makes me wonder if it is a team game or something else..

my mum and my ah ma quarrel today over the laundry.. haiz..

Later at afternoon and evening will be the ROM and wedding dinner of my cousin.. I'm so looking forward to it.

Oh my.. The results are coming out later... T_T

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been quite some time ever since I think back of the past.

Well, let's talk about what happens today.. carried my cello around tiong -_- because supposed to have a meeting at tiong at 1pm then performance after that. but it was postponed because someone call at 12:30pm to say postpone.. like wth? nvm about that..

we had the mid-autumn festival performance at hougang and can get to earn $50 for it =D not bad.. I'm saving up to buy a set of cello strings around $370 ba..

Aquarius's horoscope
It's hard to know how far to dig when seeking answers today. If you delve too deeply, you just might uncover something you wish you didn't know. If you don't dig far enough, then you won't have all the facts you need to make the best decision. Ultimately, when the answer comes to you, be ready for a surprise, for it may not be what you expect.

By Rick Levine Sunday, September 14, 2008

So it's a Sunday now..
I had been thinking..
What if..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I'm really grateful for all the things that's happening..

Thank you for the chocolate cookies, it's really nice. =)
Thank you to Late Mr Pesi B Davar for the bursary. it does helps a lot.. but I need to read a personal letter back to thank them.. jia lat man.. so long never write letter liao..

Weee I'm looking forward to this sat's performance and another on 25 Sept.

I looked at my cca points today.. It's quite sick.. lol

I can't wait for the results to come out..it's like 3 more days nia.. I hope I won't be disappointed for I have worked so hard for it. Come on.. Let me be on director's list..

Recently there's an experiment involving LHC.. google it if you never heard of it, I think it's pretty cool and I hope the scientists can find what they are looking for.. The Higgs boson..

now dota has a new term! glhf= good luck have fun

alright then, time to sleep.. gnsd=????

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

The Reasons Why

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Actually today wanted to change blog skin when I saw that the picture was removed this afternoon -_- but in the night, it was back up again.. nvm, I can save the blogskin for next time uses.. It's quite colourful.. if you get what I mean..

I went back to co today to check the instruments with sdar ppl.. Wah lao eh.. I can't find some of the instrument..

After that I went for an job interview.. well.. it was MLM business.. Although MLM can have earn some money in the short term.. okay, imagine the company gets bigger, with more people selling the same products, the supply increases while demand decreases(cuz usually you don't buy from others the products you're selling).. then you'll ask where's the market? nvm, the company can then move to other countries and do the same thing again.. Although some of the products are pretty good like the ionized alkaline water..

lol.. today dota was pwnage.. 0 kill 9 death.. I really forgotten how to play ever since I deleted it two months ago.. and I'm going to do the same once the holiday is over.. =) but nvm, I still have it in my external hard disk =D

I'm really happy on tuesday even it's a short moment.. Thank you =)

I'm starting to speak my mind again because.. I have found someone whom I can trust.. That's why people always said "Cherish whatever you have and don't regret if you have lost it."

Alright.. It's 5 am now.. Breaking dawn soon.. and soon the sun will be up again..
gotta sleep now =)
Looking forward to later

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I'm really happy today.. Simple Happiness.. =) Today's work was quite tiring because more things to do and the sink on the floor become choked and all the dirty water are pumped up, which is quite disgusting. then went to eat early dinner =)
CO, and then play lantern XD didn't get to burn lantern and yi jie, jacq and Han ming, i think, made two hearts shape with candles.. haha shall upload it sometime =) DOta now! =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Oh well.. What could I talk about today? I don't wanna bore you all by telling what I did today.. which is buy shoes and dota nia.. <-- pretty no life for today right? Oh yeah! today was quite pissed off when queueing at ntuc to buy just 2 500ml bottles of water.. There's a counter specially for people who are buying 5 items and below so that ppl buying little stuff can go out quickly.. Apparently some people don't know, don't care and don't bother. That counter is suppose to be a time-saver and I'm just disgusted at people with basket of things queueing for this counter. I just placed the two bottle at the nearest counter and walks off to guardian to buy 2 1.5L of water for $1..

I saw an atheist vow from a person named Robert Green Ingersoll:

When I became convinced that the Universe is natural--that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood, the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell, the dungeon was flooded with light, and all the bolts, and bars, and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf, or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world--not even in infinite space. I was free--free to think, to express my thoughts--free to live to my own ideal--free to live for myself and those I loved--free to use all my faculties, all my senses--free to spread imagination's wings--free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope--free to judge and determine for myself--free to reject all ignorant and cruel creeds, all the "inspired" books that savages have produced, and all the barbarous legends of the past--free from popes and priests--free from all the "called" and "set apart"--free from sanctified mistakes and holy lies--free from the fear of eternal pain--free from the winged monsters of the night--free from devils, ghosts, and gods. For the first time I was free. There were no prohibited places in all the realms of thought--no air, no space, where fancy could not spread her painted wings--no chains for my limbs--no lashes for my back--no fires for my flesh--no master's frown or threat--no following another's steps- -no need to bow, or cringe, or crawl, or utter lying words. I was free. I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously, faced all worlds. And then my heart was filled with gratitude, with thankfulness, and went out in love to all the heroes, the thinkers who gave their lives for the liberty of hand and brain--for the freedom of labor and thought--to those who fell in the fierce fields of war, to those who died in dungeons bound with chains--to those who proudly mounted scaffold's stairs--to those whose bones were crushed, whose flesh was scarred and torn--to those by fire consumed--to all the wise, the good, the brave of every land, whose thoughts and deeds have given freedom to the sons of men. And then I vowed to grasp the torch that they had held, and hold it high, that light might conquer darkness still. ~Robert G. Ingersoll (1833-1899)
Taken from http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=398046395

Well.. He's right about the freedom and I'm very happy to be an Atheist. I have long given up on being a buddhist, but I still go to pay respects to the altars of grandparents.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today went swimming with Terence and Sooria. It was fun and good exercise. hahaha! then suddenly got one girl wearing a swimsuit type dress to swim and all the guys in the pool, their head turn towards her direction XD

I left before them and went to school for CO. DAMN! I misplaced my belt and lost it in the changing room. Argh.. I have been holding on to my shorts for the entire day after swimming.. it's so loose that I only have to jump 3 times and the shorts will drop. Argh..

My parents quarrelled today while I was playing ps2..somemore i'm in between them =X Well, I hope it will be over soon. I don't understand why should they quarrel.. shouldn't they be frank with each other?

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It's one of those days that I start to think back into the past =) Well.. there's one good buddy that comes to my mind.. haha the class monitor jian yong.. He's really quite a funny guy and mad about WWE XD. I once went to his house to play RC mini cars =/ but my RC car sux becuz it tend to move towards the right side.
I still miss the days that we all write lines in primary school XD

I will not misbehave in class again.
I will not misbehave in class again. and so on..
we even compete that who will write finish first.


Well, but there's still one thing that let me remember him for a long long time.. that is he wrote a crappy love letter to my first crush and wrote the author as me... -_- well, but it was quite cheeky and funny, it goes something like:

Your eyes are like Jade
"something to do with gold"
Maybe something like "Everytime I see you, my heart's pounding"

hahaha, but it's that jade thing that makes me laugh.

Today on ffx PS2.. Damn.. I have to dodge the freaking lightning strikes for 200 consecutive times to get a upgrade item for the ultimate weapon.. is like -_- and the reaction time is around 0.3 to 0.5 sec.. I think I need to drink coffee for that or hire a F1 racer to help me press X when the white light flashes..


I now know that to learn in an orchestra is pretty tough.. cuz it's like a crash course.. I know how it feels like. It's no wonder people often say it's best to learn from a teacher before joining an orchestra
Well.. sleep..zzzzzzZZZZzzz

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I just started playing Final Fantasy X again.. I just realized that I have missed so much items and my characters are quite under lvl.. =/ Chocobo Racing is fun! XD
well.. enough about ffx..

Hmm...

I was an buddhist, following my parents, my relatives wanted me to be christian, and my neighbour want me to join Soka association. Thinking through, I think atheist would be best for me.Being an atheist has it advantage.. I'm able to understand and appreciate different perspective. But nonetheless I still respect the different religion and belief and the diversity. I still remember when I was a young child and I told my parents I wanna be a christian, my parents would give me a dressing down. It's 4.50am now..Ah.. I might as well give a morning call later..

5:18am now.. Monday blues.. haha if monday's blue... I think it will be like
Monday blue, tuesday Emerald, Wednesday Green, Thursday Yellow, Friday to Sat Orange, and Sunday Red.. because weekends are the best. =D

It's 6.00am now.. 45 minutes to go..okay ba.. it's time to off the comp.. good morning..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Wall-E was nice today =D especially when he wanted to hold Eve's hand but she turn her head and Wall-E started to draw circles on the ground XD like emoing.

My love for cello is reignited.. =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today I finally completed the stock taking.. To think of it.. it's pretty easy. I guess I just need some moral support.

Thx jian long and winnie for your help. =D

Thanks mum..Thx for not scolding me when I went swimming, but just talk to me nicely.

Wall-E! =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Why do I have to face this shit everyday? Everytime I come home and hear you saying Die and then there's nothing to worry about. You really make me feel that even if I die, no body will care. When I have problems, I have no one to share my problem with. NO ONE.. Everything I have to keep to myself, you'll never know if I have problems at school or even if I'm having a terrible headache. I know you always have high expectation of me and I know you want me to do well in life. That's why you're working so hard to save up money for my education. But when's the last time I sat down to have a proper dinner with you? I wanted to get the scholarship so that it would lessen the burden for you and to have a proper meal with my family.
Because I'm sick of outside food. People often tell me that eating in food court alone is weird.. but to me, it's perfectly normal. Or you could say I'm trained to do so.

Why in the hell that I can't swim during the 7th lunar month? I don't believe in this kind of stuff. I'm an Atheist and there's many reasons why.. I'm glad that ah ma understands me.. She's the one who allow me to eat beef even though she's a buddhist..

My horoscope is damn zhun these few days..

Something has been bugging you and it's not going to disappear until you tackle it head-on. The problem is that you may not know where your emotional discomfort is coming from. There may be unresolved issues about how you handle yourself in a power struggle that need your attention. Don't blame others for your current intensity. Take responsibility for your perspective and communicate it appropriately.

By Rick Levine Wednesday, August 27, 2008

The PP concert is set on around March.. that means I might not be able to participate in this year's PP if i'm going for oiap.. Well, having the PP in jan or feb is impossible since it takes at least 6 months to process a proposal.

It's 3.48am now.. I still like the time period around these time..when it seems so serene.

A person say that innocent children slowly grows up to person wearing a mask in the society. Well, I think it's part of the social requirement.. I think I'm wearing a mask now.. a mask of optimism. and very few could say they are not wearing any.

Like someone, my passion is dwindling fast too. Someone please help stop it before it's gone.

Today had a small talk with Shen Shen. I told him that I wanna join NTU CO next time if possible but he said in uni, many ppl are making the effort to do well for maybe their last exam. That really makes me think since I join co from secondary sch till now.. Do I want to continue in uni? Or find a teacher outside to learn.. It really changes a lot..
My dream is somewhat similar to Longwood Symphony Orchestra.. Maybe I think too far ahead of life..

Alright, it's 4.29am now. gotta sleep..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today few of my classmates went out to celebrate Samantha's Birthday, hahaha, Sam was Scamed.. XD
And Terence and KD was wearing couple shirt by chance today! XD
We ate at Seoul Garden and I eat until damn full and can hardly walk.. Jia lat man, today protein overload =D but it's really nice.

Argh.. damn, I bought $40 but in the end I have to top up ez-link card if not cannot take mrt.. argh... no $ to play arcade and it is consider quite cheap already because other places charge latest game like 4 token per game

After that went to have co at an xi hui guan. jia lat man.. cello skills degrade liao..

4 aim of holiday
Work
cello and CO
Exercise
Memorise 20 amino Acid structure? hahaha

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

So it's the end of exam and the start of holiday..

today first look at the mmb paper and I was laughing away already. All the bacteria I spotted came out, well, maybe it's the hint drop by Dr Zaman, cuz she told us to look at past year paper. I read through both the recent past year paper and I found out that no bacteria were repeated each year.. So, logically today's microbes will be different and well it did.. I'm glad that my advice did help some people who were online the night before =)

7 weeks of holiday, I think it's high time to get things done. =)

Meanwhile these few day, enjoy =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

=X today damn power.. i got what I call the Zombie cold and I keep sneezing during the paper.. lol.. I think I was damn noisy and gave a shock to some but nvm.. I think positively, I help people stay awake. XD I quickly finish the paper and leave the room.

Tml Last paper! Chiong ah! Damn, TaeKwonDo is damn irritating.. There isn't one knockout.. Lame shit.. all they do is just jump and jump around.. Hope tml final would be an exciting one. shit. tml got co meeting.. what the.. nvm.. can watch on youtube..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It hasssssssss been a few day since I blogged.. Exam stress..

hmm.. I actually have no idea what to write for this post.. Other than Olmypics or studies.. Michael Phelps won 8 gold <--- Poseidon liao lor.. I really hope he can do it one more time for London 2012.. if he does that.. that will be sick.. maybe 24 olympic medal in one lifetime.. XD

Having decided to go for the oiap.. I have to go work.. I'm not like the rich people where money is never ever a problem.. but I did thought like that when I was young.. demanding everything I want.. Power Ranger, Playstation 1 and 2.. But it's different now.. haha, although sometimes I still waste some money, like Terence said : $3 for a litre of FIJI water.. hey boy, you better save some money for the oiap trip. XD

Damn.. Olympics is really distracting.. Studying mmb now.. okay ba.. logging off.. Life should be getting more interesting I think, with E. coli... hmm Any names recommended for him? Dangy?

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been relatively quiet for me this week.. well, cuz it's the exam period.. All that accompany me is tv, laptop, notes and handphone.. well.. nvm.. My E. coli is coming tml.. XD I think that E. coli will give me the motivation to do well for microbio.. =D

I still remember for my first microbio pract, the sample we got was a tiny tiny rod-shaped bacteria and it stains red.. haha the first thing that comes to my mind is E. coli.. They are pretty friendly I think except some and i read from the web that friend E. coli let you be lactose-tolerance...
hmm.. Santhi! you can try drinking a vial of friendly E. coli XD

I found out that T4 bacteriphage kills bacteria E. coli.. I wonder if we are sick with E. coli.. can we drink T4 Virus and get cured? lol.. that's an interesting question..

Sian.. immuno exam tml.. back to study..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Just had mmb ct today.. it goes pretty well I think except the M protein part.. yesterday was mugging and watching tv at the same time.. Well.. I guess 70% tv, 30% lecture notes? XD
At the M protein part, I'm not sure whether it is fimbriae or pili.. then I wrote something above..
Audience
not applicable

50/50
Yes

Make a Call
Option unavailable

haha, but still lucky that I put fimbriae by guessing.

Thinking about the OIAP.. well, of course the ideal place is Australia, I have always wanted to go there since young.. The beach there looks really clean and clear, the Kangaroos, the Boomerang, the Koala bears.. But, money is an issue.. I don't want to add on the burden on my parents.

so I and Terence decide to try for regional country..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today I went to meet her for lunch and pass her the birthday present. =)

However I heard two sad stories today.. from two different strangers.. one is a handicapped wheel-chair bound 80 years old auntie selling tissues paper and another auntie whom shared table with us when we were having lunch.

I pity that auntie selling tissues paper and gave her two dollars. I told her that I don't want any tissues because I got a lot of them in my bag... cuz my ah ma always put as many as possible.. =/
I can see that she's grateful for that. But to say the truth, i rather donate the money to her rather than those charities that do big shows on TV and money not going to the people intended..

She went on to tell me about her sad life, She was knocked down by a car and all her 5 children does not want her.. What was unacceptable is that one of the son tell her to jump down from the 9th storey.. wt* is that? <---censored =)
She raise them up since young and this is how they repay her.. some Singaporeans.. sighs..

Another auntie talked to me during lunch, She asked something like "She's the special girl?"
lol, then I just smile
She went on to say that her husband, after marriage and having a child, he has not bought her anything like even a birthday cake or something. She said she will be overjoyed even if her husband give her a candy. She said he just want to have a son and that's it.
I can see tears in her eyes as she speaks so I tried to look away and keep nods my head..
After she finished eating, she left silently.

Argh.. it's sad to hear their story, but I admired the tissues seller auntie's courage to live on..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Aquarius Horoscope:

You may be overwhelmed by what others have to say to you now, yet your real desire is to have a bit of time to yourself. Unfortunately, you might not be able to escape the social requirements that others place upon you. Don't waste too much energy resisting, for the highly spirited conversations you have today could teach you something important about your core values.

By Rick Levine

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I
could trust her.. As for others.. I couldn't..as in completely.. A year to build trust and a second to break it..


need








a








break..
free from the fast-paced life and have time of my own.. why are we running the rat race? Even if we know we are running the rat race, few would stop because if we do stop, it's tough to survive in this reality world.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I learnt about something today from a friend.. it's the 5 love of languages. It's how you show your love to others.

Act of services
Touch
Words of encouragement
Giving Present
Spending time together

Well.. I think my choice are spending time together and act of services..and my friend is spending time together and touch.
She told me that show hug her parents often to show them love..

For me.. I seldom do that..it's like only when I was a kid and one time during secondary school. Because I dunno.. it just feel weird? I like to hug my stuffed toy dog when I was in primary and secondary, because I feel that it's like alive..
I like to talk to my pet hamsters last time.. When I do that, they would just look at me and like listen to me do story-telling =D their eyes were full of curiosity..

For at least I could trust them.. Now, I can't really trust anyone except for my family and some friends.. Because I think I trust people depend on how well they keep secrets..

okie ba.. gotta sleep.. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

LOL.. I'm rare.. hahaha

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Argh..! wasted, I forgot to take photo of the 8 x4 cm crab pincer! My cousin got his bonus and treat his family, aunt and me to seafood restaurant.

That was the first time I ever seen such big pincer.. Thx Jeric! =D

Today lab was fun.. we digged our nose.. =/ to plate on the blood agar..after presentation, we have 4 hours break..
We went to project room to watch movie while I read about photography =D I just love taking landscapes and scenery pictures.. with my handphone.. well, I don't have a digital camera.

Garner the Courage

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today sentosa outing was fun! =D
Even though only a few of the year 1 came for the outing because the commitee and the year 3 were high themselves..

Well, I didn't went into the sea because my mum doesn't want me to.. and yeah.. some people just don't understand but some do.. Well, it's Trust.

I told her that I won't swim. and I have mild asthma, so I try not to expose to high salt content stuff, I once coughed like crazy when my grandma told me to drink salt water after eating durian.

Haha, we went on to play volleyball, frisbee and captain ball. We buried jian long and sculp a muscle body, and a cone-shaped stuff for him =D. While they were at the sea playing ball throwing, I played frisbee with kai lun.. haha, we have some pretty well coordination with each other. we pass to each other while walking.

Jian kai got bored and sculp Master Panda! LOL.. Well.. next time I go to sentosa again, I must try the Luge, it seems so fun.

After that, we had dinner at harbour front foodcourt, the Mee goreng was nice, because there's no dou kay(bean sprout).. while we were having dinner, andy violet and jian kai went to buy birthday cake for wan hua. They planning a surprise for her =D

Next, it's time to take photos! =D Photos below.. well.. Here it is..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today I went cycling with my dad and well.. we also went to the elderly corner to exercise.. Argh.. I still can't do one pull-up, it's really quite frustrating after trying for so much time and still can't do it.. I need to lose weight.. argh.. my dad did 2 pull-up.. -_-"

haha, just now he accidentally drop the chocolate he's eating in his mouth into the dustbin.. lolol

Haiz.. I need time.. I need a break..

I borrowed a movie call House of Flying Dagger(Shi Mian Mai Fu) and 2 piano cd from the library.. I wanna watch the movie.. But I don't have time of my own and shit.. I need to return the cd by tml morning.. wth -_-

Sat: NPCO outing
Sun: Beautiful Sunday concert and dinner with aunt and cousin. =D Jeric treat! hahaha
Monday: mmb pbl, do ccta worksheet, study ccta
tuesday: Concerto and cca..
Wednesday: ccta pract

I prefer to do things my way. I do not like being controlled. That's the reason why I come to poly. so yeah..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

If tomorrow never comes.......................................
Terence show me a youtube video of that song.. so I think I will list down what I would do if tomorrow never comes..



Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
Shes lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

(chorus)

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That shes my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
cause Ive lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

*chorus*

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes


I would play The Swan on my cello for the last time.
I would tell my loved ones that I love them. It has been years since I do that..
I would go to see sunset at dusk..
I will definitely sleep early =D

Hope Romie will be fine..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I feel spiritless today. Maybe it's due to insomnia.. I was sleeping during the immunology lecture and on the bus this morning, Sooria saw me sleeping on the bus. =X

Everything seems so fast paced nowadays.. so the seniors were right.. They fast forwarded everything in year 2. Two of my friends said that Singapore pace of life is really too fast and they want to study overseas instead. But I don't have a choice.. My parent ain't that rich and I heard that people have a tough time paying the loan they used for university education. Got one smart ass go malaysia study malaysia-melbourne linked medicine course.. hahaha That Commando lor..

I started to stock take the instruments today.. -_- okie... I counted like 4 timpani.. 6 yang qin... and 8 yang qin case.. hmmm Great feat. LOL

Tml will be a long day.. after spring cleaning need to chiong wiki slides and celebrate my dad's birthday in advance. So.. Sakura sushi buffet I think..

I want a jack russell terrier.. I wanna play Fetch with him and talk to him about my problems and stuff even though he won't understand a thing but sense my feelings..

Alright, it's time to sleep.. gd nite..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

You don't want anyone questioning your ability to do your job and if your capability is being challenged now, you might just retreat into your shell. It's not that you are timid; it's just that you don't want to waste time and energy defending yourself when you could be finishing your chores and then going off to play. Avoiding emotional drama for a day or two may be the easiest way to get through any current awkwardness.

By Rick LevineWednesday, July 2, 2008

This Aquarius horoscope really describe how I feel now.. I wanna play game.. but no time.. T_T

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

You are the Reason Why.

http://www.anthonyfernando.com/2008/06/27/find-your-reason-why/

We all got back all our results.. There were mixed emotions when the papers were given out.

I feel that I still have a long way to go.. I have a dream to fulfill, which seems tough.

I have read about medical admission. They have to write a essay to promote themselves. My friends said that they are looking for people who can promote themselves and of high acadamic but what about EQ? One example is what I saw in a hospital in singapore. My friend had obviously fractured his bones but the doctor refused believe in us and she said she will have to wait for the X-rays results.Another disturbing sight is another doctor call out to a bangala. He was sitting in a wheelchair and the doctor said "Can walk? If can, then walk yourself"

I mean, what kind of attitude is that? In one of the Hippocrates Oath : To keep the good of the patient as the highest priority.
Even with his knowledge, he actions seem to discriminate people..

It's late.. gotta sleep.. This are my thoughts..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Oh Yes! I downloaded August's Rhapsody from Nokia music shop onto my handphone. shit man..The Eternal Vow, Ballad Pour Adeline and etc. argh... shiok shiok. Nokia music shop rulez! It's like $2.00 per song.. but I got $20 voucher from buying two 6500 slide phone. weeeee 10 songs for free.

Stuff to do:
Stock take for NP
Stock take for OSS
wiki presentation
Immuno project
Watch Unlocking the mystery of Life. <--- no time to watch
Catch up on lessons.

Jia you jia you!
and hope Kai deng get well soon and do the Kungfu Panda with his clutches. =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

So the first week is soon coming to an end, I got back results of two module already, both did fine and I'm still waiting for the other two modules.
Today IS was quite interesting as it is talking about the perspective of different people.. mine was intercultural communication. Kai deng, Samantha, Liyana, Fatin and me from lsct are in the same class. After lesson, Fatin and Liyana said they are going to check on the fishes at the fish lab. It was cool because I went in for the first time.

LOL, everytime I walk past the fish lab and when there's people inside the lab, I would shout Fish for lunch! And I help to distract while Fatin feed the Snakehead with a live 5cm x 4cm fish to it. OMG la, it swallow the small fish whole with only 2 to 3 bites. I wonder what will happen if you put your hands inside.

After that, I had dinner with co ppl at alumni clubhouse. 20% discount is shiok lor.
I got a new phone! 6500 slide.. I like it immediately because I like the slick design of the phone like my previous phone. No unnecessary design. hahaha I still insist on no sony ericsson phone because the camera process rate is just too slow..

Hooray!, I finally downloaded the song The Eternal Vow, Ballad Pour Adeline and some other nice instrumentals from nokia music shop onto my lappy but wth? I can't play it on my phone..it says need to activate. nvm..

Okie, it's time to sleep, argh.. I wanna watch a video that I borrowed from library on intelligent design.. Sleep? video? Sleep? Video?.......

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today is the start of a new term.. Argh tongue-tied at the first presentation today for dbg because i kind of forgot the small details. Today was pretty slack as I brought the wrong lecture notes for immuno so I just slept through it. We got back our dbg results today. I still kind of regretted skipping some parts to study.. it like cost me 6 marks the parts that I skip.

Well.. I did my best..let's hope ccta won't be that bad and eagerly waiting for mmb and immuno results. XD 85? 90? I hope so.. I really want to get some AD and get into director's list.

Sian man.. Today postman deliver my free pair of movie ticket from doing ac nielsen surveys but my mum don't want to open the door fearing that it is some salesperson or something.. which is damn dumb.. -_-
I actually requested it to be redelivered but well she want to help me collect also can..

Tml gym and after that I need to meet up with mum upgrade my handphone.

Basically that's all...

Monday isn't blue.. It's rainbow

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

School's starting soon and the 2 weeks holiday given to us is like 2 weeks of labour day.. Had co camp during the last week, it was kind of disappointing as very few people attended the camp and my mood was kinda low from worrying about the projects and insomnia..

nvm, the project was completed nonetheless..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Tml is the NPCO camp le..Well, I kinda feel the rush of the project.. DBG project still has more to do.. Terence! Count on you liao.. I did my best, and still got wiki to chiong. Sleepless nights...

Everyone! Go buy Fiji water, put in freezer, take it out slowly.. Then Shake! There you go.. you got instant ice.

Woah.. this is a super short post.. damn, I haven pack my bag and it's 4am now.. wth I need to wake up at 7am.. T_T

Signing off.

kk the cookie monster.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today I read about the Mayan prophecy about the 2012 12 21st thingy that marks the end of the world and also about the Planet X. It is said to be in an orbit that is sort of perpendicular to the sun.. if it is near to the sun, I think it could cause flooding because of the gravity. Well, let's hope nothing happens.

I did a quiz.. http://www.borrett.id.au/computing/petals-j.htm it's a brain teaser.
I can only tell you 3 things.
The name of the game is Petals around the rose.
The name of the game is important.
The answers will always be zero or even numbers. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Woah... Kai Deng and Terence motivate me to go gym.. =D

Today chiong quite a lot with them.. but so long never go gym liao then suddenly go lift weight is like sai la.

I'm quite worried about the wiki project because still got some parts to be completed. For mmb, we roughly got the idea already and well, going terence house later to do the project, and use his house electricity! lol

Oh man! A must-watch movie is Kungfu Panda. The movie is nice and seriously funny. The plot and the moral of the story not bad.. it tells you to believe in yourself. My favourite scene is the part where the panda fight with Tai Lung. It was hilarious, especially the part where the panda bounce tai lung into the sky with his stomach.

Okie then, ending here and back to project =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Here. Alone with music. The calmness. I cried.

There has been several occasion I thought what will happen to me if my grandma is no longer with me. She is like closer to me than my mother. Today I held her hands and cross the road. Her hands are wrinkled and rough but I feel the warmth in my grandma's hand.

I have never seen my grandpa before, for he passed away before I was born. I know my grandma is a woman of strong character. She won't hesitate to give someone a piece of her mind.
I still vividly remembers when I was in primary school that my grandma scolded the principal because she has too much comments =D

Maybe I'm thinking too much. She doted on me since I was young till now.
She meant so much to me.
I don't want to lose her. I want her to see me succeed in my career, I want her to see me grow and mature.

Written at 3.00 am
Koon Kit

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
*Talk to her and ask her why.
#2. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
*Be a doctor
#3. What would your dream wedding be like?
*My grandma to be there to see me get married. Which is something I wish for.
#4. what would you do with a billion dollar?
* 5% charity, 5 % to the poor. Buy Condo, 70% investment, Buy a good cello. Take good care of my family
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
* Someone who believe and cares for me, don't smoke and drink(except wine), truthful to each other and respect elderly.
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
*Loving someone who loves you is blessed.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
*Life is short, You gonna wait how long?
#8.if the person you secretly like is attached what would you do?
* Hope her boyfriend treat her alright and move on with life.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
*CT la, still got what?
#10. If you had a choice to choose one person to keep forever, who would it be?
*My Grandma
#11. What cheers you up the fastest?
*Anyone who smiles
#12 how do you see yourself in 10 years time?
*A doctor or a scientist
#13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
*My Grandma
#14. Are you happy with what you have now ?
*So so..
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
*Neither, I rather be married and rich =D
#16 whats the 1st thing you do every morning?
*Close eyes again and sleep for another 5 minutes =D
#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
*Yes
#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
*The one that I trust.
#19. who do you love ?
*My Grandma and someone in the future.

Eh... yeah, it's a survey from Simone..

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Exam over! Enough said. Enjoy! =)

EEE hahaha

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today immuno paper was pretty short.. Study so hard, the paper come out like that.. =D

Today when my grandma was searching through the cabinet, she found a pouch and show it to me. She told me it is a piece of paper of April 10 torn out from a calendar. She said that it was the day that my uncle, her son passed away by lung cancer. It has been four years. I still remember the intense feeling I felt standing beside him the day before he passed away. I couldn't help him at all but watch. I cried as I told myself that I want save people and find cures to incurable diesease.

I told my grandma and mum that I wanna be a doctor someday. haha and grandma will always say "Be doctor for what? Everyday see blood, later operation to remove gangrene no appetite to eat."As always, I will just smile at her. I want to be a doctor just like my family doctor. He give free consulations to elderly who are really poor and still need to work just to make ends meet. His daughter also followed in his footsteps and became a doctor too.

Alright then.. back to study ccta. =)

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

It has been four days since I have write on this journal.

Today we had immuno pract in the morning. The pract is like omg la.. imagine the mice got poke somewhere beside the eye to bleed and collect its blood. The worst thing is the get mice sort of having a fit with the legs and arms all stretched out. It tried to sit upright but soon fell on its side.
At first I thought this mice gone case already.. maybe the needle hit its spine or what. It laid there motionless with mild breathing for a few minutes before it seem alright. After that we had mmb lecture. Alamak.. another chapter to memorise.

We had ccta practical test afterwards. lol.. My class paper was different from the other two class. We had haemocytometer to count cells, calculate cells. and some theory question which I sort of crapped through. The last question was like predict where contamination can occurs in the protocol and describe the step to prevent it. I was like left with the last 5 minutes to finish it up. I didn't even have the time to read throughly. Hmm, nonetheless I completed everything.
During the pract. my table was in a mess because all my lecture notes and pract worksheet are mixed like rojak.

Tml no school eh, let's celebrate. I think I should go out and study, away from my laptop and distractions.

Time to Study!

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today npco had a mini performance at the NP alumni clubhouse. It was quite fun though.. I can't believe that the organiser invite us to perform but there's no chair prepared for us.. -_-" maybe he want me to play cello standing up. After the performance, we got free coupons to get some beer or free flow of soft drinks at the Halo bar.. There were wai foong, yong huang, wendy, jagg, winnie, jian long, Jocelyn, wan ching, yi jie and me.

Ops.. I drank Volka with cranberry. It was quite nice and zzzz I feel a bit tipsy. Then play 8 ball pool with yi jie. It was a close match as both of us don't know where we are aiming. I become to feel heat over my face which is just like fever and haha.. sluggish.
There's one guy who sing until all the keys are off and the voice is like 'caked' out type..

Oh Oh! I bought a ceremic whistle with my name written on it. haha The pitch of the whistle is freaking high and I kind of irritated yi jie with that whistle. =D

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

You are twilight.
Your exact moment of the day is always changing, because the sun never sets at exactly the same time. You are the romantic moments just after sunset when it's still light enough to see your way around outside, and the sky is a blend of reds, pinks, purples, and blues. At this time of day, the light has a special way of making even rundown buildings looks like works of art. You're like that, too ? you're always finding beauty and magic in unexpected places. Not only will you wish on the first star you see, somewhere inside, you actually expect that wish to come true.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I have not updated for quite some time because there's really a lot of work to do.

Common test is coming soon and I have to start studying.
I was pretty stressed during this few weeks because of the project and the thought of having to memorise one whole stack of notes.
However, knowing that it is due in week 10 let me feel relieved..

I need my motivation to work hard. This is where my passion lies and I must get into NTU and show that the poly to uni route is not that difficult.

The double cello concerto doesn't seem as tough as it is before after several practice. Hope I really can play it good enough for a concert. I will do my best.
I wanna join npstrings next sem together with my senior so we can play some western music. hahaha

ok then.. time to study.. cya

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Last weekend was maybe one of the happiest days in this whole year.
Sat
My aunt came to my house to cook stewed duck for my grandmother and It was really nice.
Sunday
Mother's day
My family, cousin and I went to my cousin Priscilia's house to eat dinner. We had 'drunken Prawn' which was superb! haha and roast duck.

I ate quite a lot.
Because I don't know when will I have home-cooked meal again.

Watched 881 after dinner, it was quite a funny movie but holds some meaning behind it. I like the song "Yi Ren Yi Ban" meaning Half for each. <--- I think it would be great to be a CO encore song.. haha
Tml's CO practice! I like tuesday and Thursday because I get to play my dear cello.

♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Koon Kit

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Yan Shan
Zhi Hao
Hannah
Adeline
Amy
Si Hui
Qi Hui
Jie Ying
Berlyn
Xin Fang nix
Celine lec
Amanda the ah ma
Ai and I
Evelyn
Anna
3 letter name Neo
Purple Violet